Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Living in paradox

Am I? Living in paradox, that is.

*am I innocent and wise at the same time?
*do I love and hate?
*does my old self nurture the child inside?
*can I be happy and sad?
*am I brilliant and stupid?
*am I penny-wise yet money-foolish?
*do I become the monster so that I won't be scared of one?
*am I strong enough to be vulnerable and weak?
*am I trustworthy yet cunning?
*do I smile but cry inside?

People see me for the first time and notice two things: one, that I have a nice smile (whatever that means) and two, that I have sad eyes (again, whatever that means). Oh God am I blatantly obvious then? How come someone once said I am a difficult person to read, then?

2 comments:

Blair Bitch said...

i miss you guys...u, p, n and j haaay am catching up on my reading sa blog mo...its been awhile. i myslef have been tamad na to write in my blog. i write it na lang in my multiply hehehehe

kiko said...

hehehe maybe we should go out this weekend?