happy holidays!

sweet cookies

my take on things

if i could talk to the wind, i would whisper your name and say i love you
if i could stare at the sun, i would shine your way when you feel the darkness around
if i could fall like the rain, i would clear the air of dirt and allow you some comfort
if i were snow, i'd fall early and bring the holidays to you
if i were a cupcake, i'll be vanilla sunshine

renewal

Yes! Finally, I am cleared for uhmm...basta am cleared for this whatever I have to be cleared for. I the LTO renewal centers at malls around the metro. This one I got sa SM Hypermart beside Tiendesitas...

Well, wala lang. Just wanna gloat over the fact that I got it in less than an hour, no lines at all.

Notes: I badly need a haircut. I was wearing pambahay t-shirt for my DL picture but who cares? And yep, am turning 32 next month so ihanda ang regalo.

Oh, and did I say I am now cleared for...uhmmm..yeah I did :-)

so welcome

So. Will it happen or will it not? Ambivalence...am so used to it already :-)

Anyway, I got some surprising warm feelings yesterday. Of all people, from a security guard. Well not just any security guard, it's the same old guard at my previous condo.

For the first time in almost half a year, I parked at my old parking spot at that building. Manong guard opened the gate for me and said, "Welcome back, sir."

It's not the words but the way he said it; it's as if he was relieved I was back. Well, hardly, as I am only using the parking since it's been paid for 'till end of the year. I can't quite put it, but I getting that kind of welcome makes me feel really glad to be back.

Ah maybe it's the holiday season, spreading good cheers to everyone.I'll take that everyday if I could.

to Broody

I love you.

Today more than yesterday. Tomorrow more than today.

*sigh*

to batman

May you sleep well tonight
Cry yourself to sleep, go on
But sleep well
For tomorrow is going to be better
For tomorrow is here soon enough

Go on and love him
Love him deeply, love him still
But let him go, set him free
Set yourself free

Grieve in silence, grieve in turmoil
Allow yourself the luxury
Do it now, let him go
Begin the healing
Time promises to do the rest

Love will be found, it can never be hidden
Soon, you will open your heart
For now, heal
For now, sleep

to my friend batman

Follow Through

Oh, this is the start of something good
Don't you agree?
I, haven't felt like this in so many moons
You know what I mean
And we can build through this destruction
As we are standing on our feet

So, since you wanna be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through

These reeling emotions they just keep me alive
They keep me in tune
Oh, look what I‘m holding here in my fire
This is for you
Am I too obvious to preach it
You're so hypnotic on my heart

So, since you wanna be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through

The words you say to me are unlike anything
That's ever been said
oh what you do to me is unlike anything
That's ever been
Am I too obvious to preach it?
You're so hypnotic on my heart

So since you wanna be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
you to stick around
I'll see you everyday

So since you wanna be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through
You're gonna have to follow

Oh, this is the start of something good
Don't you agree?

by gavin degraw

(Nice To Meet You) Anyway

by Gavin DeGraw, Chariot

I don't want to get too close
I don't want to get too close
You see this isn't where my head is
If you knew me I'm not like this
But I just found someone special
And that's really something special
If you knew me
Nice to meet you anyway

I belive you're very fine
Still I haven't got the time
'Cause I just found someone special
And that's really something special
If you knew me
Nice to meet you anyway

And the sky opened up
With the soil of the sun
Dreaming of my true love

I don't mean to be so strange
But my life just took a change
'Cause I just found someone special
And that's really something special
If you knew me
Nice to meet you anyway

And the sky opened up
With the soil of the sun
Dreaming of my true love

So before this goes too far
Let me tell you what you are
You're amazing, I'm attracted
But I'm terribly distracted
And I'm trying to be verbal
And I'm back into this circle
Because I just found someone special
And that's really something special
If you knew me
Nice to meet you

Nice to meet you
Nice to meet you anyway [x4]

And even if you want me to stay here
I'm telling you right now
I should leave
Before I get to changing my mind, dear
I hope you understand what I mean