Wednesday, January 14, 2009

i dream

I had a dream about you. The kind that made me wake up smiling, wanting to get back to sleep hoping to catch another episode.

It was vivid, the colors sparkling and the images clear. I don't have these colorful dreams too often, but I welcome them with gusto. I wish for more.

Because you were only a dream, and will stay that way. It is nice, that you visited me once more, after a long long time. I wish you'd visit me more often. 

I needed something to hold on to so desperately, and you supplied that dash of reality somehow. Ironic, because you are not really real, not to me. You are just a concept, and I realize upon waking up how much I missed the idea of you.

So thank you. For making me wake up with a smile. Maybe someday, you'll be more than just a concept. For now, make me wake up smiling more often. 

*3 days, less than 2 hours of disturbed sleep each. Could be the screwed chemicals in my brain...*sigh*

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