Am sorry...
..that I wasn't man enough to protect you.
..that I decided instead to err on the side of recklessness and dragged you along to crash.
..that I put my desires above your needs, when all you need is for me to act like any normal matured being.
..that your strong bubble burst, on my watch.
..that I feared too much, that I misunderstood you, enough to nearly have lost you.
Our good friend we just had our Starbucks sessions with kept on reminding me to be prepared. I said yes I am. I said yes I will. This time I know the feeling - being prepared is different when the very scenario you fear the most presents itself right before you - there's no preparing for this. All you can do is follow your instincts.
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I'm glad it burst. It was long due to anyway. And I'm glad that you were there when it did.
But this new place needs a lot of getting used to.
It does...and i'll be there always
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